so yesterday was a pretty unproductive day for me when i look at it. the tides turned when i went to meet up a friend for coffee. it really was a nice day, until i made a foolish attempt at asking this particular fellow to a school dance of mine. (i should’ve put the thought in my head that he’s been out of school for 2 yrs already). he said that he doesn’t like school dances. pretty much rejecting me…i kept it cool and said “hey, at least a tried huh.”
after being rejected for the first time, this was new to me; i didn’t know how to react, but i kept going as if everything was somewhat back to normalcy.
last night i got a phone call from a friend, telling me what i should hear and know.
i thought i was okay with all of this being thrown at me all at once..
later that night i went to go splash water in my face to calm down…i fell to the floor and started seizing.
they say it lasted around 1 hr.
i don’t remember anything really, glimpse and pieces of what could’ve and might’ve been, like a puzzle set.
still shake from what they gave me to make the convulsions stop.
(Source: epilepticdinosaur)
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